Rain boots and flower arrangements continued…Masks… Who are we??

Masks
Masks don’t define who we are , they either show what we want or don’t want people to see.  Masks can also be worn as protection.  This time last year I had been in therapy almost a month now.. I started some “great ” medications and  stopped crying.  I cried and cried and cried.. But after the medications I couldn’t cry if I wanted to.   By now I wasn’t working, feeling purposeless,  sunk into depression and anxiety I was able to mask it very well.  The medications helped with that. I don’t think anyone knew exactly how I was feeling at this point.  I was thankful God gave the courage to seek therapy but still wondered how did “I” let this happen.  In the coming months I learned things about myself  that I had buried so deep even I didn’t know they were there.  I suffered trauma that I worked through and managed but manifested in ways that  were not healthy for me.  i knew I had a lot of work to do.  I could do this!!!!! I’m a victor!  
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